The Vision of Avodah

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Before I can share the Vision with you I have to give you some back story.  I am not a writer, and I never consider what I have to say as being worthy of many listening to it.  Honestly until recently I haven’t been much of a reader either.  Last summer I wrote my first blog post in which I shared the idea behind our company.  Why I wanted to start this company and the feelings behind it.

When my wife and I were first married I thought I had it all figured out.  We graduated from college, got married, and I took over my own franchise restaurant with in a few short months.  I thought I was set, I would run this small restaurant for a few years, prove myself then upgrade, and basically follow the American dream.

Five years later with four small children in tow I found myself selling my franchise back and having to start over with nothing figured out.  My desire was to do something with a ministry focus but I felt I lacked the right talents to serve in this way.  Even in starting this company with a ministry focus, I leaned more into the business side, focusing on growing sales, devising business plans, and fulfilling orders, without taking the proper time to read, grow, and listen to what God had to say.  I’ve been struggling with what Gods will is for my life, which I feel like many people wonder about.  But I was not searching for the answers, I was praying, but not reading.  In the last few months I’ve had an awaking!  God has smacked me in the face with a call to have a deeper intimacy with him.  He’s stripped everything away and left me to cling only to him.  I’ve been a consumer, asking God to bless business ventures, help me take care of my family etc, but I haven’t been setting aside real time with him to read, pray, and most of all LISTEN.  As of late I’ve been obsessed with reading and its been convicting and rough and I feel like I have more questions than answers but I feel his love, and want to share it.

My Vision for Avodah was to start a business with a ministry focus, because I wanted everything to align in one act of worship.  Now I find God changing my vision for the business to being a ministry first, that uses a business to support it. It all belongs to him, so the future of the business is up to him, and his leading.  The most important thing to me now is true intimacy with him first, and whatever follows is secondary. I don’t want to just give him first fruits of the business but the business itself, like my wife said in her talk at the Allume conference, I hold my dreams in open hands offering them to the Lord.

We do not have a brick and mortar store yet, our store front is this website, so I want to start with this blog.  This is not going to be your ordinary business blog, in fact I don’t plan on talking much about coffee.  My vision for the Avodah blog is to explore God’s calling and our response, in our daily living.  My desire is that the business would grow to the point that it could support our family as my full time vocation, so that as a family we can do things like travel on missions trips, and serve people in creative ways.  Would you travel this road with me?  How has God been speaking to you lately?  What action are you going to take today because of something you have read about, or God has revealed to you in prayer recently?

You are good All the Time!

Lord, You are good
And Your mercy endureth forever
People from every nation and tongue
From generation to generation

We worship You
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
We worship You for who You are
You are good

You are good all the time
All the time You are good

We sang this in church today.  At the time it stirred my heart and I was praising Jesus, focusing on worshiping him for who he is.  Later this evening I overheard my six year old singing these lyrics and they became stuck in my head.  As I was putting my 3 year old to sleep I found myself singing them to her, and God impressed upon my heart the simple line “You are good all the time, All the time You are Good.”

All the time, not just the good times.  Not just in the day to day normalcy of life.  He is good in the darkest hour.  If we make a mess of our lives, if those we care about most forsake us, if we lose everything…. He …. is…..Good.  This brought to mind Job.  He lost everything, his wealth, his family, even his wife told him to curse God and die.  But it did not weaken his resolve.

I have a friend I met on a trip from work.  We only spent a short week together but he has made a lasting impact in my life.  When asked how he is doing his answer was always better than I deserve.  It threw me off every time, it seemed corny at first, but it was deep.  No matter what my situation, things are better than I deserve, and God is so good.  He created us, then we rejected him.  He responded by redeeming us by sending his son to die for us.  He is Good, and His mercies endureth forever.

Missions trip to Dominican Republic

It is such a blessing to watch the one you love become inspired and driven to action in an area God has moved their heart for.  My wife Jessica has been partnering with Operation Christmas Child for the past four years as a blogger.  She has moved from organizing OCC packing parties at my restaurant, to visiting OCC distribution centers, becoming a shoe box herself,

Shoebox

to being a part of handing out the 100 millionth shoe box in the Dominican Republic this past December.

Shoe box DRThis trip was different though, it was more than just working with Operation Christmas Child, God broke her heart specifically for the Dominican Republic.

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She couldn’t even bare to wash the clothes she wore or clean the mud off of her shoes when she returned. She couldn’t metaphorically brush the dust from her feet after visiting this land.  So when we sat in our church on Christmas Eve and they announced that we would be sending a team to the Dominican Republic, to work in the orphanage our church specifically supports long term, she immediately knew she had to go.  God has provided everything she needed for this trip, and this morning at three am she left to serve there again.  I pray God would use the people he sent on this team to be his hands and feet.  I am excited about the way he is calling her revealing how she can use her talents and passions for him very recently.